The thought that we are not together on this special day makes me sick.
I know it is not the first time you are celebrating this day in my absence; the pain is that I will not get even a message from you.
I am envious of the yester years when every day counted for us. Look at me now, seated all alone, red wine refusing to go down my esophagus.
It has not been easy for me. I am writing this letter after being expelled from the men’s conference for thinking about you.
I decided to attend the men’s conference 2023 edition with the hope that I will get emotional support to forget about you.
During the opening remarks by our able chair, your memories came flowing and started going through your photos. You remember the one we took on our last road trip? I was lost in oblivion and suddenly the chair ordered the chief whip to march me out. That is how I found myself out of the men’s conference.
Devastated and dejected, I decided to travel to the coast, and to your favorite beach hotel.
I do not know what took me there but at some point, I thought I would see you there, with another man. You were nowhere.
I am still here hoping to see you.
If you are planning to come, please do not, the place is boring. You will feel lonely here, just like I am.
The beach is no longer soothing like it used to be. While wondering what to do I came across jumuiya.co.ke and discovered great content and travel destinations that I am planning to visit from here. My plan is to visit this fascinating Garden of Eden. While there, I will make a special wish and you will come back to me.
Sorry for ruining your birthday.
You know how much I love you not only on the Valentine’s Day but also on every day of my life.
I know you will not read to this end but just in case you do, Happy Valentine’s Day.
I remain yours.
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